Our text today tells a story; an exciting, true story of danger, adventure, love and friendship. But it is not David’s story, not really. It is a part of God’s ongoing story that reveals what he is like, and blesses those who trust him. We are part of the same story. Sometimes we don’t believe that. Sometimes we think the story is all about us, and at other times we don’t believe we belong in the story at all. But when we trust Him, God weaves our lives into his wonderful, grand story, and promises that we will be a part of the happiest ending of all time.

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1 SAMUEL #20. 1 SAMUEL CHAPTERS 19 & 20.

Last time we saw that Saul, having closed the door to God’s Holy Spirit,  was overwhelmed by an evil spirit and he threw a spear at David, God’s chosen instrument. Now you would think this would be the signal for David to quit, and find other employment. But apparently David assumed that this was just a temporary fit of insanity. The manifestation of the demon that afflicted Saul seems to have looked a lot like paranoid-schizophrenia. So David apparently took it somewhat in stride, and put it down to “one of those fits the king has.” But even when the evil spirit had somewhat abated, Saul, unknown to David, made a decision that he wanted him dead.

Saul told his advisors, including his son Jonathan, to kill David. Before anyone could take action, Jonathan spirited David away, and then talked some sense into his father, and Saul relented. David came back to the king’s court, apparently welcome there. Even so, Saul’s heart had not fundamentally changed. There was another battle with the Philistines, and David, relying on God and the talents God gave him, won another great victory. This aroused Saul’s jealousy again, and again, overwhelmed by an evil spirit, he tried to kill David himself.

Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice, shame on me, as the saying goes. That time David got the message. So did his wife, Saul’s daughter, Michal. She urged him to run away that very night. You can imagine the tearful passionate goodbyes, and the cool night air as David climbed out the window, and she pulled in the rope that he used. She made up an image of David, complete with a hairy head, to fool his pursuers, and put it in their bed.

In the morning Saul’s men came for David, and Michal reported that he was sick, buying more precious time for David to get away. The men went back to Saul, then returned with orders to bring David on his sick bed for Saul to kill him. When they did this, the deception was discovered, but Michal blamed David, saying that he had threatened her. Most likely, David had told her to take this approach, so that she would not be punished.

David fled to Samuel, where the Lord protected him from Saul’s men, and even Saul himself. Every time Saul’s men came to capture David at Samuel’s place, they were overwhelmed with the Holy Spirit, and instead of completing their mission, they were overcome with religious ecstasy and began to praise the Lord and speak his word. Saul himself came, and the same thing happened to him. You might remember that when Saul was first anointed, he had an experience of God’s Spirit coming upon him, and he prophesied (chapter 10:1-9). At that time it was an empowering confirmation of God’s call on his life. It was a positive experience, and he stayed in control of himself. This time, because his intentions were evil, he lost control of himself, and ended up lying naked for a day. The Hebrew there could mean “stark naked,” or it could mean, basically, “in his underwear.” Either way, in contrast to the beginning of his reign, we see that Saul is now out of step with God’s spirit, and instead of being empowered by the Spirit, he was thwarted from his evil purpose.

The Lord was giving Saul yet another chance to repent. He was not harming Saul, but reminding Saul that he was God, and giving him the opportunity to reconsider the course of his life.

Apparently, David wondered if Saul’s encounter with the Holy Spirit in this way caused him to change his mind. So, David secretly returned and sought out Jonathan, who agreed to help him. They set up a test to find out if Saul was still serious about killing David, and a secret rendezvous point, and even a code.

Their test proved that Saul was indeed intent on killing David. Though the Lord had given him yet another chance to repent, Saul had refused it. Jonathan gave the secret signal telling David he was in deadly danger. After sending his young helper back to the town with his weapons, Jonathan and David met for the last time. They re-affirmed their friendship, and then David departed, never to see his best friend alive again.

As I considered this section of scripture for this message, I was looking for some hidden gem of a verse, or some principles to apply to our lives. But what really captured me was the story. It is a true story of adventure, romance, danger, intrigue, spiritual power, battle and conspiracy. There are many novels that do not have plots this exciting. And what I want to suggest to you today, is that the story IS the message.

The events of David’s life call to us. There is a mission for the hero to be part of something greater than himself – to be God’s chosen instrument. There is love and romance in the midst of the adventure. There are friends like brothers. There is a deadly enemy who seeks the life of the hero. There are setbacks, plot twists, codes and conspiracies. And yet, through exciting twists and turns, with the help of his lover and his friends, the hero escapes and lives to fight another day. I don’t know about you, but in my unguarded moments, I realize that I want some of this in my own life. I want adventure, romance, joy. I want a mission in something that matters, something that is greater than myself.

Now, David was a good-hearted man of faith. Even so, you have to imagine that not all this was easy for him. He had experienced God’s call on his life. He had felt the beauty of God’s creation, the heart-swelling form of music, the joy of friendship, the ecstasy of love, the fierce rush of battle. All these things spoke to his heart and told him that God was good, and that God had given him a part in a great adventure.

But that wasn’t the only message that David got. Before he killed Goliath, his brothers told him he was arrogant, callow and irresponsible. Saul’s actions told him he was in grave danger, and his life was worthless. He was driven from his wife and friends; he lost his career, and it was too dangerous to return to his family. I have no doubt that the devil used these things to tell David that it was a cold cruel world, that God wasn’t really there for him, that in fact, his life had no meaning. The devil probably also used these events to make David question whether he really was chosen by God to be the instrument of the Holy Spirit. What David said to Jonathan shows how he was feeling:

I swear to you by the living LORD that I am only a step away from death!” (1 Samuel 20:3, GNT)

When we look at the life of David from start to finish it is obvious to us that God was calling to him and working in his life. We can see that David was involved in a purpose greater than himself. We might even envy the adventures he had, especially since we know that things turned out OK for him. But I am not sure that these things were always so obvious to David. He wrote many songs and poems (which we now call Psalms) when he was in trouble. He was often worried and distressed. He was harried and hard-pressed. He expressed his fear and doubt at times. This was certainly one of those times. Psalm 3 gives us a picture of how David was probably feeling:

1 I have so many enemies, LORD,
so many who turn against me!
2 They talk about me and say,
“God will not help him.” (Psalms 3:1-2, GNT)

Or, for another example, the first part of Psalm Six:

1 LORD, don’t be angry and rebuke me!
Don’t punish me in your anger!
2 I am worn out, O LORD; have pity on me!
Give me strength; I am completely exhausted
3 and my whole being is deeply troubled.
How long, O LORD, will you wait to help me? Psalms 6:1-3

You see the Story is not always obvious when you are inside it. So David had those two competing ideas: First that God cared about him, and that he was part of an amazing story being told by God; and second, that his life was pointless and worthless, and God did not care about him.

I want to suggest that we are in the middle of a story ourselves, and we are faced with the same dilemma as David; we hear the same two messages. We hear something that tugs at our heart in beautiful music; we sense something eternal when we are very close to the ones we love; we feel God when we look on the glory of his creation. Scattered throughout our lives are the echoes of God’s voice, calling to our hearts, telling us that there is something greater, good and wonderful. It tells us that we are truly loved and accepted, and are called to be part of a greater purpose. Our hearts were made for a great intimacy. Even the fact that we want these things to be true is a sign for us.

But there is a deadly enemy after us, no less than he was after David. And so things happen to us that make it seem like life is meaningless. We get hurt in ways that suggest we should shut up our hearts, and not listen to the echoes of God’s voice. We get the message that we can’t ever really get the real life we yearn for, so we should settle for drugs, or alcohol, or work or money or shallow relationships, or mindless entertainment.

This perspective is hard to see, because we are inside the story of our lives. In Lord of the Rings, JRR Tolkien records a moment when Sam and Frodo muse about the bigger picture, the story of their lives.

“Take any [story] that you’re fond of. You may know, or guess what kind of a tale it is, happy-ending or sad-ending, but the people in it don’t know. And you don’t want them to.”

“…Why to think of it, we’re in the same tale [as the ancient stories] still! Don’t the great tales never end?”

“No, they never end as tales,” said Frodo. “But the people in them come and go when their part’s ended. Our part will end later – or sooner.”

The Two Towers by JRR Tolkien

Looking at David’s life story, if we could, we might say to him, “Hang in there! Don’t give up hope. God will make your life into a beautiful, exciting, inspiring story.” But David did not know that. He was faced with a choice. He could believe the echoes of God in his life, or he could believe the message that the devil tried to give him through the bad things that happened to him. David made the choice of faith, and the world is better for it.

You may not see it, but you are inside the very old, ongoing story. You are in the same story as David was. If you trust in Jesus, you are one of the chosen instruments of the Holy Spirit in your lifetime. You will have plenty of opportunities to turn back. You have an enemy that can only win if you do turn back, and he is doing all in his power to make you believe that there is no story, and you are not part of anything greater. Don’t believe him. Trust instead in the goodness, greatness, love and joy of God. As the writer of Hebrews says:

35 So don’t throw away your confidence, which has a great reward. 36 For you need endurance, so that after you have done God’s will, you may receive what was promised. 37 For yet in a very little while, the Coming One will come and not delay. 38 But My righteous one will live by faith; and if he draws back, I have no pleasure in him. 39 But we are not those who draw back and are destroyed, but those who have faith and obtain life. (Heb 10:35-39, HCSB)

Just like David, we don’t know how the story will turn out. We don’t know how God will weave us into his story. Because we often don’t see it, we often make four types of errors:

First, sometimes, we don’t believe the story exists at all. We see no plan, no purpose, no evidence of anything but random chance. But honestly, the entire universe, from the properties of light and matter, to the details of DNA shout deafeningly of Design. The objective truth is that it is far more likely that tomorrow a stranger will put a winning 10 million dollar lottery ticket into your mailbox than that the physical universe is the product of random chance. And if the universe is not an accident, neither is your life.

Second, perhaps we do  believe there is a Divine story, but we think that we cannot really be part of it. We are too insignificant. Our lives are too ordinary to be part of the story God is telling. We might believe that if God actually was using our lives to tell a story, then our part might easily be skipped because it is too boring. But to believe that is to disbelieve God’s promises in scripture.

Third, we often think the story is our story, that it should be all about us. If we think that way, it becomes difficult at times to see the story at all, or to see how it can be good. However, even David’s story was not about David, it was about what God was doing for his people. In the Story God is telling, the main character is God. It is not all about us. However, God includes us in His story in ways that bless us and bring us lasting joy, even when at times we experience suffering. He has planned a beautiful ending for all who will trust him, for all who join His story.

Fourth, sometimes we reject the idea that God is working purposefully in our lives because we cannot see how it all fits together. We think that if we cannot understand how a certain event could fit into God’s story, then that means it doesn’t fit. I was caught in this for awhile because of my chronic pain. I didn’t see how my intense ongoing pain could fit into any story that God is telling. But I finally realized that I was being overwhelmingly arrogant. I was assuming that I should be able to understand everything that an infinite Being was doing. If God is indeed infinite, than it is certain that we will not be able to understand a great deal of what he is doing, or how it all works together for His glory and my good. To insist that I won’t believe because I cannot understand is not only arrogant, but also foolish.

In 2022 I watched a football game between my alma mater, Oregon State University (OSU), and the University of Oregon (called  “Oregon” for short). Oregon was ranked #9 in the nation at that point, and OSU wasn’t even in the top 20. OSU started out okay, leading 10-7 at the end of the first quarter. Then the University of Oregon exploded, scoring three touchdowns and a field goal, while Oregon State made mistake after mistake on both offense and defense. With three minutes to go in the third quarter the score was Oregon 31, and OSU, 10, and OSU looked like they were just waiting for the game to be over and the humiliation to end. That’s how things stood, with the game three-quarters finished. It was all but over. All that remained was to see how badly they would lose.

Imagine you spoke to the players of OSU at this point. Imagine saying: “You are in the middle of a historic game of football, one of the most amazing wins ever for OSU. Your names will be spoken by sportscasters nationwide, and people will talk about what you did today for years to come. Someone will even use this moment as a sermon illustration in years to come.”

I suspect that most of the OSU players would not believe you. Many of their fans had already left the stadium, and they probably wanted to go as well. But, as you have probably guessed, OSU did indeed go on to win the game, scoring  28 points in the final quarter of the game. It was one of the most amazing comebacks in the school’s history.

Now, I want to make sure you understand something here. I am not asking you to trust the story, or even to trust your part in the story. No. I am saying: Trust the Teller of the story. Trust the Author, the one who is weaving all of our lives into his amazing good story. We can be sure that he is good and that he is at work in our lives, even when we cannot see it. We can be sure of his good intentions, and good character because He actually entered the story Himself, and died for you and me, to make sure that we can participate in the happiest ending of all time.

We are in the middle of the story. We don’t know what is to come. And we often think the story ends with our death, but it doesn’t. It ends with our resurrection. Let’s wake up, and see that we are part of an amazing story with a beautiful ending.

Hear the wisdom of Larry Crabb.

“This world is fallen. Things happen that make no visible sense. But somehow through it all, God is telling a good story. Without the ending, the story is not good. But nothing happens, nothing can happen, nothing ever will happen that God cannot redeem to move the story along to its glorious climax.”

Let the Holy Spirit open your eyes to His good story, and let him speak to you now.